6 years ago I experienced a kundalini awakening. Basically life turned into one bad dream, one bad thing after another. Physical, financial and spiritually and emotionally I was being attacked. The more I tried to fix or control things the more out of control it got. I was very mad at God! I just recently changed from Catholic to Baptist and just got done reading the entire bible without skipping a word. According to the church I was doing everything right! What was happening?

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Everything that I feared consciously or unconsciously manifested into my reality. Cars broke, AC unit completely broke, 9,000 to fix it, Over 14,000 in credit card charges I wasn't aware of. My first vacation in 5 years was to take place and my cook quit the day before .I was so mad. A hour after he quit a woman called to say her husband was having a affair with my wife. People around me were being taken over by a demonic spirit or Archons and they had no idea after. I saw UFO,s on 3 occasions and was shifting realities where people changed into new versions. I was scared freaked out shitless!! I was being called to surrender and wake up in the simulation!

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I took Environment changer home study course by Larry Bilotta .Excellent course to heal from a husband wife affair, and bring yourself back into your power . The course helps you recognize the EGO, (freddy)  and leads to the metaphysical and spiritual realm and quantum physics. Also had us read Reality transurfing a book By Vadim Zealand. That teaches you that you can create your reality by your thoughts and actions. Laws of this realm and how to navigate it . It also taught manifestation. After reading the book they had us write a list of 5 items to manifest.  I manifested all 5 items on my first list I wrote, and some of them you know it was from the Devine or more than a coincidence. Magical ! So I understood if I can manifest Items ,I can also change my reality! And then healing began. I worked on myself physically, spiritually and mentally. I was reading, listening and studying everything I could every free moment I had. I found I had to surrender to the reality and let go of my old way of seeing the world. This is the Dark Knight of the Soul.

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Fast forward to today. I finally tamed the mind with all the ego chatter.Those voices that say I am less than,not good enough,focusing and reliving negative experiences over and over,always casting Judgement,!.we learn to disassociate with them. That allowed me to be 30 lbs lighter, I eat much healthier now ,very little fast food or processed foods. ,I sleep better, became a Biowell Practitioner, healer ,I sell crystals from home and shows and make crystal pendants, fishing guide and a much better father to my children .I am still healing! Still learning. I am still a chef for a Senior living facility for now. The  greatest gift is that  I am at peace now and not in constant anxiety ,fear, guilt or shame. I don't spend much time in the past or future I am in the present as much as possible. Not needing or wanting to control my reality or people in it. I was very judgmental before. Do you want to be right or do you want to be happy!! I create my reality!  I am becoming my true higher self and you can too!

   As I grew on my new spiritual path. I met many spiritual people and saw many gifts and abilities. Some could channel, many were intuitive, hypnotist, some did reiki, healers ,grid workers ,poets ,singing bowl healer. It seemed I was different. I was always battling the darkness, The only gift I knew I had is I would just know things, and can could see truths beyond the deception ! I wanted to help others and find my souls purpose. I needed some understanding so I hired someone to read my Akashic records.

   What the reading revealed took me by surprise. My higher self is a 12th dimensional being from Schedar in the Cassiopeia constellation. I am a council member and came here with 1000 others to be a experiencer ,and send back information and help others on the ascension. I have only had 13 incarnations on earth and 9 different religions. I guess I am different lol! I was skeptical about what I learned. Shortly after I met someone who did readings. She did a reading for me and basically confirmed everything in my Akashic reading. From council member, being galactic and sending information in my sleep. It really brought together all my doubts and questions on what I have experienced in my life and my awakening.

    What I have learned is this experience on earth is for the evolution of your soul. I saw all the negative experiences as punishment instead of life experience to be transmuted into acceptance and understanding! That is what releases them .All of those energies of non acceptance are stored in your human avatar  in various organs or body parts and will manifest into disease and feed the ego to continue the suffering. That is why shadow work is the key to transformation and healing!